delicious

I read this before I was 13
Am reading it again
Wondering now if I understood polygamy back then
(writing as if I understand them now ha ha!)
Am refining my understanding at this moment
Definitely looking at it from a different perspective
A new feeling
Am experiencing literal preservation of life values (1937 and of the present)
What an author !


Boboy Bambino given to Mom 26/03/2019

my bambino

 1 volume kacang pea hijau kisar
1 volume tepung gandum
1 volume tepung jagung
1/3 volume gula kisar
250 gram butter
A little Corn oil

Boboy lahir pada 23 Mac 2019

go ahead

clip my wings

when the going gets toughthe tough get going

Ia telah bertahun menjagaku dengan baik

Apa salahnya aku jaga ia dengan baik juga

Mendahulukan makanannya

Sebelum aku sendiri dapat makan

what's brewing ?

in my head

tuhan ambillah nyawaku

I have no self worth

I have nowhere to go

peanutty

Red Herring Khamis till today
Pak Lang Mat Noh dtg 16 March 2019, petangnya buat cookies
UM & SS loan release advised Sunday 18/03/2019; Nuren and two daughters came to have a peek at Anjo

1 volume kacang kisar
1 volume tepung gandum
1/3 volume gula kisar (atau kurangkan)

terakhir

Bila kamu tahu kamu akan pergi meninggalkan, kamu akan buat persediaan dan persiapan. Kamu tidak mahu membebani mereka yang tinggal dengan tugasan kamu yang sepatutnya kamu selesaikan semasa kamu masih ada.

Kalau kamu akan meninggalkan dunia ini, tentu kamu kena lengkapkan diri untuk bertemu tuhanmu. Sudahkah terampun dosa-dosamu itu ? Akankah dijauhkan kamu dari siksa kubur dan azab neraka ? Aduhai ..

Tinggalkan sedikit wang tunai untuk pengendalian jenazahmu. Barang-barangmu itu, ambillah siapa yang mahu.

Kalau kamu akan meninggalkan tempat kerja kamu, tentu kamu tinggalkan tanpa sebarang kerja yang menjalankan di dalam satu. Tinggalkan nota untuk setiap fail yang kamu kendalikan.

Last Raya together
Do yo notice the tense on our faces ?
Do you notice the colours of the flowers
in picture above,and colours of my,
 Khaulah and Hajar's scarfs?

Ratu kembung pada 9-10 March 2019 tapi dah lega now

Jangan bagi pellet dan jagung dah

Biar Mak yang bagi

Result SPM Khaulah yang gempak 15/03/2019

Bawak Mak dan Inson joli-joli kat Mydin 12/03/2019

ideal death

Ideally I want to die in my sleep, on my bed, in my room, 

or 

while I prostrate, on my maroon praying mat, beside my bed, in my room.

Most ideally, I wish to die on the day Allah forgives all my sins, big or small no matter what position I am in. You know, while driving, while at work, while walking to buy food ..

waya

can a direct transfer be done to one purchaser only, after the strata title is issued and the loan settled ?

perhaps the red herring is not red after all...

Ratu kembung siang kelmarin 10 Mac 2019
Bagi makan daun samak dan kuku garuda
Pi tengok Shuhada kat HSB 8 Mac 2019
Hujan 2 jam malam tadi 10 Mac 2019

the devil's workshop

cookies in my mind

realiti bukan ilusi

Beli dedak jagung dan pellet pada 3 March 2019 RM55 (40kg) + RM48(50kg)
Advertise for vacancy at the Bar Room on 4/3/2019

a word a day

dispensable means can be done without

happy

5 March gi collect title Adik kat PTD KS-done
Renewed my road tax
Tempoh bunting kambingku 155 hari
my robe hilang entah ke mana
ok since i am going to cease practice
I realised it in preparation for Dr Y's case on 25/2/2019

belajar buat ketupat

1 kg beras pulut susu
Plus Minus 3 stalks daun palas
Same volume of coconut milk - 4 1/2 kole oren
vary your coconut milk thickness depending whether you like your ketupat to be lemak or not
garam sikit, gula sikit (kalau nak)
daun pandan
Jagung (kalau nak)

Rebus dalam 3 kole oren air  menggelegak
Sampai air kering.
(Dapat 40 biji)

Gulai daging : Try to make it dry a bit

just a poser

Can a drug addict be a smoker too ?

just wondering

tomato berries

Tomatoes are berries.

In Botany, a tomato is a berry ie a fleshy fruit without a stone or a pit (pips or seeds do not count) produced from a single flower containing one ovary.